Dermorexia: ‘My pursuit of clear skin has cost me time, money and pain, but how far is too far?’

Nicole Glennon estimates she has spent thousands of euros to keep acne at bay – but is it a disorder, or just another symptom of a society obsessed with aesthetics?

'The peel, which burns to the point where I need a motorised fan to help me bear it, is one element of my overall routine'. Pictures: Nina Val @nvksocial

I am gripping the sides of the bed, my knuckles white.

“I am sorry,” the esthetician says, “it’ll be worth it.”