Joe Biden grief may dash hopes of presidency
Biden said heād be lying if he said he knew he was prepared to run, following Beau Bidenās death in May, from brain cancer. With a candour seen rarely in politics, he recalled becoming emotional during a recent visit to a Colorado military base, when a well-wisher yelled out the name of his son and referenced his decorated military service in Iraq. āAll of a sudden, I lost it,ā Biden said. āHow could you ā thatās not ā I shouldnāt be saying this: You canāt do that.ā

Bidenās much-anticipated appearance on The Late Show with Stephen Colbert was expected to be light, but veered into raw and personal territory. He said White House hopefuls must promise voters they can commit their heart, soul, energy and passion, and said, āIād be lying if I said that I knew I was there. Nobody has a right, in my view, to seek that office unless theyāre willing to give it 110% of who they are. And I am, as I said, Iām optimistic, Iām positive about where weāre going, but I find myself ā you understand it ā sometimes it just overwhelms you.ā
Biden had previously doubted that he and his family had the emotional energy to run. Still, his blunt description of his frailty marked the strongest indication yet that he may be leaning against running for the Democratic nomination.
Since his sonās death, Biden has peppered his speeches with references to Beau and the impressive resume he developed in his 46 years. Yet Biden went further in the interview, describing in detail conversations he had with Beau in the months before his death at a military hospital.
āHe said, āDad, sit down, I want to talk to you.ā He said, āDad, I know how much you love me,āā Biden recalled. āPromise me youāll be all right, because, no matter what happens, Iām going to be all right.ā
If Biden seemed unusually willing to bare his soul, it may have been due to his host. When Colbert was a child, he lost his father and two brothers in a plane crash. Biden invoked Colbertās losses to make a point about how āthere are so many other people going through this. I feel self-conscious talking about it,ā Biden said, looking down solemnly.
Decades ago, at the start of his political career, Biden lost his wife and infant daughter in a car crash that also injured Beau and his other son, Hunter. Asked by Colbert how he perseveres, Biden cited his Catholic faith and his determination to keep moving.
āI feel like I was letting down Beau, letting down my parents, letting down my family, if I didnāt just get up,ā Biden said. āYouāve just got to get up.ā




