Nicole speaks out about eight-year bulimia battle

'I'm going to lose everything I love if I don't love myself.' "

Nicole Scherzinger admits her with bulimia almost ruined her life.

The former Pussycat Doll, 36, went to extreme lengths to stay slim, but it wasn't until she collapsed in her hotel room that she decided to kick the eating disorder that had ruled her body and mind for almost a decade.