Saddam's daughter: I want to go home

Saddam Hussein’s eldest daughter wants to return home from her Jordanian exile, saying her life has been full of emotional suffering.

“My life is a series of collapses,” Raghad Saddam Hussein told a Saudi magazine. “If age is measured by anguish and sadness, I would have been 80 today.”

“But despite this, my confidence hasn’t wavered for a single day in God the almighty,” the 36-year-old said.

It was Raghad’s first print interview since she and her sister, Rana, and their children sought asylum in Jordan last July.

The two daughters had lived private lives in Iraq and were seen by some as victims of Saddam, who ordered their husbands killed in 1996. They were estranged from their father for a time but were believed to have reconciled with Saddam in recent years.

She said she would like to send a message to her father: ”I love you.”

Asked if she misses Iraq, Raghad answered, “Yes, if I have a chance I’ll go back faster than you would imagine.”

“I’m not afraid of death, but of scandal,” she told the magazine. When asked to elaborate, she said, “To happen like what happened in Abu Ghraib prison.”

The prison, notorious for torture and execution during Saddam’s regime, was the site of abuse against Iraqi prisoners by American soldiers. News of the abuse, detailed in photographs, caused shock and condemnation worldwide.

The Saudi-owned, London-based, glossy magazine spread the interview over 14 pages, mostly filled with family photographs, old and new. Raghad, who covered her head with a while veil in last year’s TV interviews, showed off a new look in jeans and a black sweater, her head bare.

As in the previous interviews, she avoided talking about political issues.

Raghad said that despite the presence of her five children, aged 10 to 20, she feels lonely.

“My children are adolescents it’s a difficult phase for a single woman,” she said.

She said she does not visit her mother, Sajida Khairallah Telfah, and youngest sister, Hala, in Qatar.

Saddam and Telfah had three daughters and two sons. The two brothers, Odai and Qusai, were killed in a shoot-out with US forces in Mosul last July.