Dele Alli reveals sexual abuse, addiction and struggle with mental health
Dele Alli has spoken about a traumatic upbringing (Peter Byrne/PA)
Dele Alli has revealed he was sexually abused at the age of six and was dealing drugs by the time he was just eight years old.
In an emotional interview, the Everton midfielder fought back tears as he laid bare his difficult upbringing before he was adopted by the Hickford family.
Alli also told Gary Neville in The Overlap podcast in partnership with Sky Bet that he has battled a sleeping pill addiction and only came out of rehab last month as he struggled with his mental health.
The England international, who spent last season on loan at Besiktas, said: âWhen I came back from Turkey, I came in and I found out that I need an operation and I was in a bad place mentally.
âI decided to go to like a modern-day rehab facility for mental health. They deal with like addiction, mental health, and trauma because it was something that I felt like it was time for.
âI think with things like that, you canât be told to go there. I think you have to know, and you have to make the decision yourself, otherwise itâs not going to work.â
Alli said that he had been able to mask his difficulties.
âTo be honest, I was caught in a bad cycle. I was relying on things that were doing me harm and, yeah, I think I was waking up every day and I was winning the fight, you know, going into training, smiling, showing that I was happy,â he said.
âBut inside, I was definitely losing the battle and it was time for me to change it because when I got injured and they told me I needed surgery, I could feel the feelings I had when the cycle begins and I didnât want it to happen anymore.
âSo, I went there, I went there for six weeks and Everton were amazing about it, you know. They supported me 100 per cent and Iâll be grateful to them forever.â
Alli â a key part of the England side that reached the 2018 World Cup semi-finals â laid bare the sickening abuse he received as a child, saying he was âmolestedâ at the age of six.
âI was sent to Africa to learn discipline, and then I was sent back,â he said. âAt seven, I started smoking, eight I started dealing drugs.
âAn older person told me that they wouldnât stop a kid on a bike, so I rode around with my football, and then underneath Iâd have the drugs, that was eight. Eleven, I was hung off a bridge by a guy from the next estate, a man.
âTwelve, I was adopted â and from then, it was like â I was adopted by an amazing family like I said, I couldnât have asked for better people to do what theyâd done for me. If God created people, it was them.â




