On the Championship carousel, one misstep and youâre demoted to bystander watching others enjoy the ride.
Gavin Kilkenny has been in both positions for league leaders Bournemouth this season, two consistent spells in midfield punctuated by a barren one in solitary confinement.
His exile by Scott Parker occurred when he returned from Ireland U21 duty in September. There was no easy landing, shunted from the high of five successive starts to the Vitality Stadium stand, bypassing the substituteâs bench.
By contrast, his restoration to the side arose from Ben Pearsonâs suspension and heâs kept hold of the midfield berth for the last five games.
âThatâs the harsh reality of football,â reasons the 21-year-old Dubliner.
He can only hope thereâs no repeat tactics by his manager after the pair of U21 Euro qualifiers against Italy on Friday and Sweden on Tuesday.
âI know I could come out of the team but the aim is for that not to happen again,â he asserted. âYou come back from an international break and things go on that you just canât control.
âTo get a taste of it by playing the first five, doing alright and then getting left out was difficult to take but it was probably, not a blessing, but something that spurred me on a bit more.
âWhen youâre not playing, itâs easy to fall off a bit fitness-wise. I knew what I had to do and it was an experience to get back in.â
Kilkenny has been here before, baulking at the idea that this was the first major challenge of his career.
âThere have been setbacks the whole way up, in the youth team, U21s and first-team,â he explained.
âI was around the first team in 2019, playing a few pre-season and cup games. That was different because we were in the Premier League but last season was frustrating. I wouldâve liked to have played a lot more matches in the Championship.â
The more heâs playing, the less likely Parkerâs option of sending him on loan sees daylight. âIâm learning now that things just change but if youâre playing regularly, youâd probably stay,â was his cautious take on location stability.
Parker has talked up the academy graduate as senior international material but heâs still with the U21s for now. And how Ireland needs him for this crunch week.
One of the few remaining members of the last squad managed by senior boss Stephen Kenny, the youngsters are already playing catch-up on the top two seeds ahead of hosting them both at Tallaght.
âWe havenât spoken about it but I think we know deep down that we need to get something from these games,â he admits. âWhether thatâs three or four points, we know weâre good enough to get results against both.
âInstead of the four games against Bosnia-Herzegovina, Montenegro, and Luxembourg (twice), Italy will come at us.
âTheyâll probably look at us and think theyâre better than us and they can just roll over us. Weâll take satisfaction from being the underdog and hopefully show them how good we are.â
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