Raja Shehadeh: I remember when Palestinians dared to hope for peace. How did it come to this?
Israeli armoured vehicles advance towards the border with the Gaza Strip on Sunday amid ongoing battles between Israel and Hamas. Picture: Menahem Kahana/AFP
I have been sitting helplessly in Ramallah, watching endless television clips of the horrific bombardment of civilian infrastructure and residences in Gaza, and the heartbreaking suffering of civilians there.
I have heard the Israeli defence minister, Yoav Gallant, say that his country is fighting against âhuman animalsâ, and I have seen the aftermath of the indiscriminate killings of civilians committed by Hamas militants in southern Israel. Iâve been waiting for the âsignificant ground operationsâ that have been threatening to arrive at any moment.
The searing question on my mind has been: âHow did we get to this?â The words that Haidar Abdul Shafi, then head of the Palestine Red Crescent Society, addressed to the Israeli people 32 years ago at the Madrid peace conference came suddenly to mind: âWe, the people of Palestine, stand before you in the fullness of our pain, our pride and our anticipation, for we have long harboured a yearning for peace and a dream of justice and freedom.â
I can still recall my jubilation as I listened to this 72-year-old man. I was comforted that the world would now hear our side, and that they could not possibly doubt the sincerity of this venerable, dignified speaker. Before the whole world Haidar had announced: âWe, the people of Palestine, stand before you in the fullness of our painâ, and offered our adversary hope.
After enumerating the historical causes of Palestinian suffering, Haidar continued: âWe seek neither an admission of guilt after the fact, nor vengeance for past inequities, but rather an act of will that would make a just peace a reality.â
He reminded the Israeli people that their security and ours are mutually dependent, as entwined as the fears and nightmares of our children.
The tide is changing, I thought. And when I heard him speak about mutual recognition, I could only think of my late father, who had for many years been promoting a peace based on the equality and rights of the refugees. I thought these were the words that Israelis had been hoping to hear. I thought they were sure to share my jubilation. But in his closing remarks at the peace conference, the then Israeli prime minister, Yitzhak Shamir, accused Haidar of âtwisting history and perversion of factâ. Among the Israeli delegation in Madrid was none other than Benjamin Netanyahu.
The Oslo Accords, signed in 1993, stipulated that the Gaza Strip and the West Bank should constitute âa single territorial unitâ.
And yet almost immediately after signing the agreement, Israel pursued a policy of severing ties between the West Bank and Gaza, and each from Israel, for example by making travel to and from the Gaza Strip increasingly difficult for Palestinians and Israelis.
It was as though the severing of ties between the two nations was in preparation for what was to come â shielding Israelis from seeing Palestinians as human beings, and Palestinians from any normal encounters with Israelis except as soldiers or settlers.
One outcome of this policy of separation is that it has enabled Israeli officials to use terms like âanimalsâ without an outcry of universal revulsion among Israelis. Equally, few voices among occupied Palestinians were raised against the indiscriminate killings of civilians in Israel last weekend, which went beyond the legitimate right to resist occupation.
Contrast Haidarâs words with what is occurring now: the killing of civilians in southern Israel; the shutting off of power, food, and water to Gaza; an imminent attack by âair, sea, and landâ.
To me and others in the West Bank, the present onslaught looks like an act of vengeance.Â
I fear it will become a sustained attack on the Palestinian people, and not just to destroy Hamas, as the Israeli government claims. When Israeli officials claim they are âbombing targetsâ, people in Gaza report the flattening of hospitals, schools, and residential buildings.
I do not believe that Israel only wants to destroy Hamas, as it claims. Hamas has been at the cornerstone of Israeli politics for a long time. Calling it a terrorist organisation and lobbying for the US to do the same makes sure that it cannot participate meaningfully in global politics.
Meanwhile, the rift between the Gaza Strip, governed by Hamas, and the West Bank under the Palestinian Authority, preserves the diplomatic paralysis by ensuring that there is no established government with which to negotiate. For a long time, this seems to have provided Israel with a convenient excuse not to negotiate with the Palestinians to end the conflict.
Given what is taking place in Gaza, is there a hope that the Palestinians could still manage, when the time comes, to go beyond their pain? Will it be possible to break out of this endless cycle of revenge and counter-revenge?
Perhaps realising that revenge doesnât bring security would be one way to start. Surely stopping this carnage would require international pressure on Israel, followed by pressure on all sides to start negotiations to end the conflict. Only then might this devastating war be a harbinger of change for a better future.
- Raja Shehadeh is an author and human rights activist based in Ramallah
- Guardian

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