I am trying to connect to a power higher than me and I am dismantling the blocks that stand in my way

Today, the 24th of February, is my birthday. I’m turning 33 and there’s something special about a double digit birthday, writes Louise O’Neill. 

Today, the 24th of February, is my birthday. I’m turning 33 and there’s something special about a double digit birthday. Not to sound grandiose, but 33 is the age Jesus died (headline — Louise O’Neill compares herself to Jesus) so I’m feeling the pressure to ensure that this year is a success. While not convinced of my ability to start a major world religion, I have been trying to focus on my health and well-being as much as I can in preparation for this birthday. I go to the gym four times a week, I attend a sunrise yoga class at 7am four times a week, and I’ve been meditating every day.

Besides a couple of sips of Prosecco to toast a special occasion, I’ve basically been teetotal since last April. I have reduced my screen time exponentially and although my one remaining vice, sugar, is proving a little more difficult to quit (penny sweets are my greatest nemesis in this world), I’m working on it.