Hayden Panettiere reveals struggles with alcohol and opioid addiction
Hayden Panettiere has revealed she became addicted to alcohol and opioids which left her in a âcycle of self-destructionâ.
In an interview with People magazine, the 32-year-old Heroes star said she was offered âhappy pillsâ from the age of 15 before walking red carpets and had only recently got âover the humpâ of the addiction that ensued.
Panettiere also reflected on her severe postpartum depression and how she had to make the difficult decision to send her daughter to live with her former partner when she hit her lowest point.
The actress, who was a star by age 11 after roles in soap operas and Remember the Titans, told the magazine that she was introduced to substances as a child star.
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She said: âThey were to make me peppy during interviews.
âI had no idea that this was not an appropriate thing, or what door that would open for me when it came to my addiction.â
Her career continued to progress as she landed lead roles in superhero drama Heroes and the series Nashville.
Panettiere admitted her âsaving graceâ was that she could not be âmessyâ while on set but said things âkept getting out of controlâ outside of her work.
âAs I got older, the drugs and alcohol became something I almost couldnât live without,â she added.
After giving birth in 2014 to her daughter Kaya, who she shares with her former partner Wladimir Klitschko, she suffered severe postpartum depression.
She admitted that despite seeking treatment, she continued to struggle and became increasingly dependent on alcohol.
Panettiere said this tested her relationship with Klitschko who she said âdidnât want to be aroundâ her anymore.
She added: âI didnât want to be around me. But with the opiates and alcohol I was doing anything to make me feel happy for a moment.
âThen Iâd feel worse than I did before. I was in a cycle of self-destruction.â
In 2018, the actress made the decision to send her daughter to live with Klitschko in his home country of Ukraine.
Panettiere said: âIt was the hardest thing I ever had to do. But I wanted to be a good mom to her â and sometimes that means letting them go.â
The actress was eventually admitted to hospital with jaundice due to her drinking, where doctors warned her that her liver was âgoing to give outâ.
She later entered rehab for eight months which she credits with giving her the tools to âget over the humpâ of her addiction but feels that she only recently found peace again.
After taking a break from acting for the last few years, Panettiere is now reprising her popular character Kirby Reed in the next Scream film.
The actress is also working on the charity Hoplon International which she founded in March to help raise funds for Ukraine after its invasion by Russia.
Panettiere said her journey to sobriety has had âa lot of ups and downsâ but says âI donât regret even the ugliest things that have happened to me. I feel incredibly accomplished. And I feel like I have a second chanceâ.
She added: âItâs an everyday choice, and Iâm checking in with myself all the time.
âBut Iâm just so grateful to be part of this world again, and I will never take it for granted again.â

