Model Kate reveals breakdown after topless shoot
Kate Moss has told how she suffered a nervous breakdown as a teenager and was in tears after being pushed into posing topless.
The model, who rarely gives interviews, spoke about the pressures she was under and how for many years she had no-one âto take care ofâ her, apart from the spell she spent dating Hollywood star Johnny Depp.
She told Vanity Fair magazine how uncomfortable she felt while working on a shoot for style magazine The Face with photographer Corinne Day which helped to propel her to fame.
âI see a 16-year-old now, and to ask her to take her clothes off would feel really weird,â she said.
âBut they were like âIf you donât do it, then weâre not going to book you againâ. So Iâd lock myself in the toilet and cry and then come out and do it. I never felt very comfortable about it.â
Moss, 38, said she was not happy with her âboobsâ and even made the only man on the photoshoot turn his back while the pictures were being taken.
The supermodel claimed her mental health suffered while working on a campaign for Calvin Klein in the early 1990s.
âI had a nervous breakdown when I was 17 or 18, when I had to go and work with Marky Mark and Herb Ritts,â Moss said.
âIt didnât feel like me at all. I felt really bad about straddling this buff guy. I didnât like it. I couldnât get out of bed for two weeks. I thought I was going to die.â
She went on: âIt was just anxiety. Nobody takes care of you mentally. Thereâs a massive pressure to do what you have to do.â
Moss said Depp came to her aid during their four-year relationship, but following their split she said there was âyears and years of cryingâ.
She told interviewer James Fox in Vanity Fairâs December issue: âI really lost that gauge of somebody I could trust.â
