Conor McGregor Interview: He wants the whole world to hear him
Then again, only in McGregorās world can the flashes from incessant camera lights cause headaches and dizziness and the demands on his time become so dehumanising he feels like a piece of meat.
For the next six weeks he goes underground. And then thereās December 12...
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HUMILITY:
Itās hardly the first word youād ever associate with Conor McGregor. As you make your way to the back of the new Straight Blast Gym on the old Naas Road, a media ring around him is just breaking up. A few days earlier youād been allotted a one-to-one slot but it being the mad crazy world that is Conor McGregor and with the rest of us seemingly just living in it, that arrangement was changed and now his handlers have heaped everyone in together. Only youād made other appointments in the meantime, and youāve headed out here on the chance that the all-in group interview hasnāt even started yet, or that he might be in the mood to talk some more to you afterwards as much as he could just breezily blow you off.
The extremely-cordial PR woman risks it. Could he speak for a while with the guy from The Examiner? Turns out McGregor is just as accommodating. He nods and smiles politely, shakes your hand. No problem, he says rather softly, heāll talk away grand. Only heād had a bit of a workout earlier; would you mind if he changed out of his gear and showered first? As he makes his way over to the changing rooms, he sees a friend from his Drimnagh childhood. Philip Sutcliffe Jnr from the great boxing family has popped in for some physio. The pair clasp hands, embrace, and laugh before Sutcliffe shows McGregor some shuffle-and-punch manoeuvre.
McGregor turns to the mirror but while heās smiling thereās no preening or posing. The only modelling heās doing here is the technique Sutcliffeās just shared with him.
āI had many great training sessions with young Phil,ā McGregor explains to you after that shower. āIt was his dad, Phil, that taught me how to box. So were just bouncing things off each other there. Thatās the beautiful thing about this game. [There are] Many, many great martial artists, many great fighters in this country. [Iām] just trying to learn off everybody.ā Or anything, anywhere.
This is someone who studies animals and their movement, like the two gorillas he came across on TV one night, fighting (āItās like freestyle wrestling, theyāre arm dragging and their posture is so solid,ā heād once tell ESPN magazine about why he apes apes. āPosture for combat is so vital.ā) Heās turned up unannounced at a well-known Brazilian jiu-jitsu gym in Los Angeles, asking if he could roll with their best grapplers so he could learn some new techniques from them. The same gym had never encountered such a request from a UFC fighter before; anyone else would have been too afraid of being embarrassed.
Itās one of the fundamental paradoxes of the man: for all the bling and bravado and brash talk and trash talk, underneath it all is that certain humility. That humility has been the platform for a confidence that he has transformed into a cockiness and even an arrogance that intrigues and appals, attracts and repels, beguiles and abhors.
āThere is no ego in here,ā he says about the SBG gym that his mentor John Kavanagh runs, though he is now speaking with his familiar confident, philosopher-holding-court drawl. āNobody comes in here an expert. Everybody starts somewhere. That is the beautiful thing about this gym. Everyone who comes in here is taught how to train. And taught how to learn. Youāre here to learn.
āNot a lot of people or pros in this game know how to train correctly. Thatās why they donāt have a long career. Their body gets banged up. They get into a rhythm of heavy sparring and heavy work but through that, theyāre limiting movement. People are afraid to almost move in a new way because there is so much intensity in the gym. So they donāt actually learn.
ā[If you do that] Your skill level remains the same. You might be tough but you can only be so tough for so long, you know what I mean? The brain can only take so much damage. The body can only take so much damage.
āYou must learn how to train correctly. We fight to win but we train to learn. To train smart. Allow situations to happen. Donāt force nothinā. Thatās it. But itās been a learning curve for me as well.
āBack in the day, I used to glove up six-ounce gloves. Six-ounce gloves, gumshield, shin pads, and fight 10 five-minute rounds straight. And that was a Tuesday morning session. Then [Iād] come back in on a Tuesday night. [No wonder] I was getting banged up! People think hard sparring will get you sharp. And you do get sharp in the gym. But anytime Iāve trained that way, Iāve actually been a little bit flatter in the fight. And the knockout shot hasnāt come. Itās almost because my training has been too hard.
āBut since Iāve trained where I hold the trigger on every shot? Say I just put my foot right at your chin and hold it and place it back down, but then on fight night when itās time to pull the trigger on that kick? It goes through the guard. Nobody can take it.ā
His quest for constant learning and improvement though is rooted somewhat in humiliation as it is in humility. His fourth competitive fight was back in 2008 when he was a 20-year-old plumber. It was in Drimnagh, just up the road from where he grew up. He was fighting in front of his own, top of the bill for the first time. His Lithuanian opponent forced him into submission.
For months, he avoided Kavanagh. Didnāt even return his calls, let alone return to his gym. He owed his coach up to ā¬600, blowing all the money heād been handed when firing out fight tickets. He was partying. Hiding. Until one Saturday night, on McGregorās mother Margaretās request, Kavanagh called over to the house. McGregor looked like crap that had been eating only crap. āI just didnāt know what I wanted to do,ā heād say later.
He would though shortly, after Kavanagh allowed him back to train in the gym for free. He wanted to be Irelandās first UFC fighter. A millionaire. He was giving up his dead-end job as a plumber for a dream his dad feared would have a dead end too. So he joined the dole ā which he was still on up to only 30 months ago ā and hit the gym.
The fight against the Lithuanian had taught him he hadnāt been taken the fight game serious enough. āI was [just] a boxer,ā heād reflect some years afterwards. āI had no respect for jiu-jitsu or the grappling arts.ā Now the gym that he once avoided has been upgraded and moved here to larger, plusher premises.
Here heās tried, discovered and honed moves that he didnāt even have when he backed up the hype in Vegas this past July and defeated Chad Mendes for the interim UFC featherweight championship belt. āI can now spin on both legs. I can now swing the heel around on both sides. If you shimmy to the left I can now swing a shot into your path. If you shimmy to the right, I can also swing a shot into your path.
āSo now there is no escape. You must plant your feet and throw. If you plant your feet and throw, I will not be there. I will be away and I will be back in.
āSo I have many setups and traps that I will lure him [his opponent] and will catch him with something devastating. That is the beauty of the game. Iām always growing. Still learning. Still getting better. Getting faster at it.ā Yet perhaps his most impressive skills arenāt even physical.
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ALI:Ā

About the most offensive thing about Conor McGregor for some people is whenever he is compared to Muhammad Ali.
You can see why theyād baulk. Ali excelled in a division of a sport with a huge tradition and much larger participation base, following in the lineage of Johnson, Dempsey, Louis, Marciano, Liston. UFC is five years younger than 27-year-old McGregor.
Ali was a force for social change, a champion of the poor. McGregor in basking in all his bling, once remarked, āThis solid gold-pocket watch? Three people died making this watch.ā As much political ignorance and incorrectness as Ali sometimes spewed, he hardly said anything as crass as telling the Queen what to do with herself as he did the other night.
Ali wasnāt just the greatest, he was an original. Next to him, after him, someone like McGregor can seem like a mere, cheap imitator.
McGregor himself will be the first to acknowledge heās not in Aliās league. āHe [Ali] is out in his own,ā he said a few years ago, āand I cannot lay claim to something like that. He changed the cultural landscape of the world.... Muhammad Ali is a special, special man. I am on my own journey and doing what I do best.ā Hereās the thing though. Whether you like McGregor or not, his mental strength is undeniable. His command of a range of mental skills is exceptional. How he reviews and learns from every session and fight. How he talks to himself and about himself, or self-talk as itās technically known as. In his application of visualisation, a skill Ali brilliantly termed āfuture historyā.
āI understand that if you see something and if you speak it aloud and say it with confidence and believe that it will come ā or believe that it is already here ā it will form itself into a reality,ā McGregor tells you.
āAnd that is what has happened for me, many times over. Now I feel Iām an expert. I get better at it each time. I can almost pinpoint details of what will happen. If I say it, make no mistake, it will happen. Iām that damn good at it.ā
How? Part of it comes from his natural, lippy personality and working-class Drimnagh upbringing. A good bit of it has developed through the coaching of John Kavanagh and SBGās resident sport psychologist David Mullins. And some more from it has come from admiring and studying Ali.
He remembers when he was about 12 having a row with this other kid who suddenly swung at him.
McGregor initially stumbled but then started shuffling his feet and shouting the name of his idol: āMuhammad Ali!ā Even when heād miss with his follow-up punch and was duly hopped by five of his foeās friends, heād take strength that his bravado and Ali shuffle had gone the rounds around the area.
Heās watched all the documentaries. When he was a teenager his mother bought him Thomas Hauserās classic biography which he devoured. On the kitchen wall in his parentsā home hangs the immortal photograph of Ali standing over Sonny Liston. Out in Vegas in what he terms the Mac Mansion, there is an Ali coffee-table book on, well, his coffee table.
One of the big things McGregor has taken from this fascination with Ali is this concept that you can create your own little self-fulfilling prophesies by how you talk to or about yourself. When Ali later reflected on the most famous affirmation of all time ā āI Am The Greatest!ā ā he realised he had essentially been saying it to fake it to make it. And itās a principle and example that McGregor says he abides by ā100%ā.
āDamn right. If you see it here [points to his head] and then you speak it? ... A lot of people see it but they donāt speak it. They are afraid to speak it. That alone is not going to allow it to manifest into a reality. You need to speak it. You need to be confident enough with it. And thatās what I do.ā This is a nuanced, distinctive point. Almost every sport psychologist recommends to athletes that their internal dialogue should be predominantly positive. Even better, as McGregor notes, if they speak those positive thoughts out loud. But he goes even further. Almost all those sport psychologists work on the assumption that thereās no one else in the room. McGregor doesnāt care if thereās someone else in the room. He doesnāt mind if the whole world hears him. He wants the whole world to hear him saying it out loud.
This is where you mention Steve Collins to him. Probably our greatest boxer ever. When he morphed from an affable contender into the Celtic Warrior at the start of the Celtic Tiger, middle Ireland found his self-confidence and self-praise a turn-off. It much preferred sports people like Katie Taylor. Clearly she has an inner confidence; she wouldnāt be as good as she is without it. But outwardly, sheās humble and respectful to all. Is that something McGregor considered at all? How does he explain his own popularity here and beyond? āI donāt know,ā he shrugs. āIām just being who I am. I donāt necessarily believe that [about Irish people].
I just think we like our own. And people will like you and some people will not like you. Iāve come to accept that.ā
Maybe he speaks to a younger, bolder Ireland. Maybe Ireland wasnāt ready for Collins but it is for McGregor, a theory Collins himself subscribes to. (āI just love the way he [McGregor] carries himself,ā Collins has said. āHe says what heās going to do and then he goes out and does it.ā) Or maybe itās because heās more playful and there can be real wit and even charm to his posturing; in a few seconds he can do or say something to make you laugh as easily as he could enrage. Mad as fuck helps cover up a lot for being as cocky as fuck.
What he can definitively say is that his big pronouncements and predictions are not just with the promotion in mind. His No 1 constituency is himself; when he speaks arrogantly to the rest of us, he is speaking confidently to himself. But heās also talking to another key public. When Ali would proclaim to reporters, āArchie Moore, youāre going in fourā, he was speaking to Archie more than the reporters. Subliminally he was dragging his opponent into the self-fulfilling prophesy. Is that strategy of The Greatest something duly noted by The Notorious?
Again he nods. ā100%. When you speak with confidence and you tell a man the truth, it can send shivers through his whole body. I assess my opponentsā fighting ability. I let them know where their weaknesses are, I let them know where Iām going to attack, I let them know when Iām going to attack, and then I go out and do it. So, when they read the truth and they realise, āWow, I do react a certain way, I do counter the same way, I do take a shot bad,ā it plays with their head. But itās just me speaking the truth.ā The conversation now leads onto how Ali didnāt just talk like he did to transmit some doubt into his opponents. Often he would talk positively to himself as a tool to help alleviate any doubts of his own.
Thereās that memorable sequence in When We Were Kings when Ali is in his corner after the first round. Thereās a look of unmistakable concern across his face as it dawns on him that maybe he canāt beat the man that everyone had told him was invincible. To win, to even survive, he has to summon within himself some source of strength. Then he starts the chant, for himself as much as the Zairian crowd. āAli, Bomaye!ā With that, a required energy and belief is triggered.
Has McGregor similarly had to counter momentary self-doubt with self-talk, like when he entered the July fight in Vegas with a torn ligament in his knee, though he didnāt tell anyone? Again, he nods.
āIāve had many inner conversations. Many inner conversations. That was one of the toughest Iāve ever had to overcome. But every day I simply said to myself, āThe true greats, they can conquer adversity. They can conquer anything thatās thrown at them.ā So, thatās what I kept saying to myself. āI am a true great. So I will go and conquer this.ā That was something I would say to myself all the time.
āHe [Jose Aldo, who he was initially meant to fight before withdrawing due to a rib injury] ran from his adversity. I didnāt. I faced it head on and I conquered it.ā
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FAME: THE DOWNSIDE OF BEING THE NOTORIOUS...

Heāll be honest: heās feeling a bit jaded right now. Heās feeling a bit cranky right now. This interview is his last obligation as part of an intensive four-day promotion run around the country and that schedule has left him screaming for some peace and quiet and yearning for when he can just train here with the rest of the Tribe, away from the flashing lights. āI need to go back into the darkness,ā he says.
The itinerary started off with him in the best of humour and with the best of intentions. Heād donated ā¬25,000 to the Simon Community which will fund a mobile health clinic for a full year, and another ā¬25,000 to Focus Ireland to further aid the homeless. To help raise awareness of the issues and charities, he was down in Waterford the first night, then Cork the next, squeezing flesh.
āI swear, by the second night I was getting dizzy from the flashes. I [just] lay on the bed. I must have signed a million pictures and had two million pictures taken.ā The third night, thousands of fans descended on a nightclub in Swords for what they believed was going to be a meet and greet, not just a Q&A with McGregor and the rest of the SBG gym.
āI stayed on the stage after. People were coming up and I did autographs and a load of selfies and pictures. I must have been there an hour. Then I went upstairs to this little private room that they had for me. And there was about 400 people queuing all along the stairs. So I took some selfies, rang someoneās uncle in Canada who is a big fan, all that, but there was no way in hell I could have gone through everyone after a four-day run like that. Iād still have been there! So I had to go.
āThen when I left I was getting messages all night. About disabled kids that were crying all the way home in their parentsā car. And I was like, āThis is fuckinā ridiculous! How was this billed as a meet-and- greet when it was supposed to be a Q&A?ā So I felt like I let these people down when I done as much as I could. It really upset me last night. I felt I was let down by the people who set up the event. It was just a messed up situation.
āSo I reached out to the people that I could reach out to and I had some people come down here [to the SGB gym] today. But at times I feel like Iām a piece of meat.ā Even when heās trying to just eat a piece of meat. He tells you about the other day when he was in a restaurant with a forkful of food in his mouth when a woman came straight over with her kids.
āShe was going āColin! Colin!ā Calling me the wrong name! āColin! Colin! Can we take a picture with my kids?ā And me literally with a forkful of food in my mouth! But I said āOkayā, finished my food and done the thing. But then when one takes it? A million come over.
āSo itās all messing with my head a bit. Thatās why I feel I just need to drift away for awhile. I need to say no sometimes. But then youāre damned if you do and damned if you donāt. Iām in a weird place in my head now.
āBut when I come here [the gym]? The stresses of everyday life all go away. Once youāre in here and someone is trying to wrap around your throat or punch you in the face, youāre living in that moment. Youāre not anywhere else. That is why I love this place.ā
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THE DATE, NOT THE OPPONENT: FREEDOM...
ā Conor McGregor last June, after Jose Aldo cried off injured for UFC 189 and was replaced by Chad Mendes

The big date now is December 12. This time the opponent in the MGM in Vegas will finally be Aldo. Again though, he says itās primarily about himself. āYou versus you.ā And this time he doesnāt have to contend with an undeclared injury. āIām a different animal now. I was a wounded animal in the last one. I couldnāt train like I usually would train. So I went in there limited. I have many, many shots in my arsenal; all the parts of my body, I can strike with. But when I injured myself I had to tuck many of them into my back pocket. Put them away for awhile. Now I have taken them out of my back pocket. Now I am free to use them again.ā But where does he strike the balance of the identity of the opponent not altering his level of competitive spirit and yet studying the guy and his style? Afterall, heāll readily admit that an element of his pre-fight talk is to affect his opponentās head as much as it is to enhance his own self-belief and pay-per-view sales.
āI donāt really study [them] crazy. I donāt build them up. I already know what way they move, what way they react; I already know everything about everyone in the fight game.
āSo usually what happens when I sign to fight someone, I look at some specific clip and I might look at that same clip a few times over, and then I wouldnāt look at it again. I certainly wouldnāt watch a full fight. I might watch the first two minutes of the first round. See what way they enter. See what way they retreat. See what way they tend to react to certain shots. Then Iām done. I donāt need to watch the whole thing. I donāt listen to what they say. They donāt exist.ā
After a fight though, he seems to have a different, more respectful view of his opponents, like Mendes the last time? āI respect any man that steps inside there. Itās all good [between us]. Fighting solves everything in this life. People say fighting solves nothing but in my game it solves a lot of things. So of course Iām okay with him. I wouldnāt ring him or anything, but I respect him. He got in there and he fought. He showed up when somebody else didnāt show up. So I respect that.
āBut at the same time, if he came back around, Iād still slap the head off him. Iād still whip his ass, no hard feelings. This is the business Iām in. It is a ruthless business. You must take no prisoners in this game. You must kill all prisoners in this game.
āWhen itās done, you shake hands and thatās it. You go on with your career and I go on with my career. I wish you well. If we cross paths again, it becomes business again.ā But it seems more personal between himself and Aldo? Nah, he says. āItās just gone on so long now. It should be done and dusted. If anything there should be a second fight by now. So Iām not trying to scare him anymore.ā
So, for the next six weeks, itās into the darkness. As his old icon Ali used say, thatās where the fight is won, long before he dances under those lights. But when it comes to dancing back under those lights? āIām free,ā he grins. āSomeone said to me one time āJoin us on my podcast when youāre free.ā I said to him, āThe only time Iām free is when Iām inside that octagon. Iām not free any other time.ā You ask me how I feel or what Iām thinking, making that walk to the octagon?
āIām thinking freedom.ā



