Rihanna: Brown had 'no soul in his eyes' during attack

Rihanna: Brown had 'no soul in his eyes' during attack

Saturday, November 07, 2009 - 09:06 AM

Chart star Rihanna has described the horror she felt as her ex-boyfriend Chris Brown was biting and punching her during a violent argument, saying she saw “no soul in his eyes”.

“There was no person when I looked at him,” the 21-year-old singer said during an interview on US TV network ABC’s primetime news show 20/20 and also on Good Morning America.

“He had no soul in his eyes. Just blank.”

Brown was arrested on February 8, hours after he was accused of beating Rihanna after the two argued over another woman. The singer later pleaded guilty to assault.

In the interview, Rihanna, who is no longer with Brown, described him as “definitely my first big love”.

“The more in love we became, the more dangerous we became for each other - equally as dangerous,” she said. “It was a bit of an obsession almost.”

The attack occurred in Los Angeles as Brown drove a rented sports car. She said it was triggered when she saw a text message on his phone from another woman and confronted him about it.

During the case it emerged Brown hit, choked and bit Rihanna and tried at one point to push her from the car.

“It was ugly,” she said.

During the beating, the singer said she had no idea how it would end: “That’s all I kept thinking the whole time, ’When is it going to stop? When is it going to stop?”’

Brown was sentenced to five years’ probation, six months of community labour and a year of domestic violence counselling after pleading guilty.

Rihanna said that, even after her physical wounds had healed, she felt embarrassment and shame.

“You start thinking, ’What could I possibly have said to make him hit me and do this?’ ... I didn’t talk about it to anyone. To no one. Not my friends, not my family. I didn’t want people looking at me and feeling sorry for me, like, ’There goes the victim’,” she said.

Rihanna warned other women facing domestic violence to not let themselves become blinded by love. She also said she regretted going back to Brown, saying it sent the wrong message to her fans.

Brown, 20, has apologised to fans and has said he has repeatedly apologised to Rihanna.

Despite the beating, Rihanna said she still cares about Brown.

“I don’t hate him at all,” she said. “I actually love and care about him and I’m concerned about him doing well. I want him to do well – have a great career, have a great life, and grow up.”