Bob Geldof has told of the "intolerable" pain he continues to feel after the death of his daughter Peaches and said he finds himself sobbing in the street when he becomes overwhelmed by emotion.
In an interview with ITV’s Lorraine, he said he will sometimes “buckle” when he thinks of his loss out of the blue.
Geldof told presenter Lorraine Kelly it was “still very raw” as he explained: “I’m walking down the road and suddenly out of the blue there’s an awareness of her – and you know, I buckle.
“And I’ve got to be very careful because walking down the Kings Road there are paps (paparazzi) everywhere so I have to duck off into a lane or something, and blub for a while and then get on with it and that’s it, so I’d imagine that will be there for a long time, I mean what else?”
Discussing his loss, he said: “It’s intolerable — it’s very hard as everybody must realise, especially if it happened to them too, and what else do you do, you get on with it.”
The Boomtown Rats frontman — who has just announced a national tour with his reconvened band — said his family’s life had been “part of the national soap opera.”
“Bizarrely, and I wish it were other, from the very get-go, my life seems to be incredibly episodic like a soap opera and I’m never aware I’m in the next scene until something happens and I’m already in the middle of it and there’s no getting out of it and you have to move on to the next scene, whatever that it is.”
He said Peaches’s two young children would be able to move on from their loss, much as he did when he lost his own mother as a child.
“They are so small, the little chaps, that I’m not sure that they’ll have this craving to remember their mum, and I think that is healthy. I don’t want them becoming wrapped up in the Geldof life, it’s great in some respects, it’s appalling in other times.”
In another interview for Radio 2’s breakfast show, he explained how messages and sympathy from the public had helped to come to terms with his grief.
Geldof told presenter Chris Evans: “ Not just the number of letters, just the sentiment. I mean some of the stories they tell you are heart-rending — just one line and you open them up and the impact, you know. I was amazed by the impact of her, so young, on her generation.”
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