Jessie plans to raise bar on mental health

MASSIVE HURDLE: Jessie Barr at the launch of the Irish Life Health Festival of Running. Picture: Brendan Moran

Question: if you were a gifted player in a high-profile sport, the kind your coach and teammates rely on to get a result, would you tell them about your depression?

And what if it wasn’t your mind, but your body, that was giving you hassle? Would you open up about a sore hip but suppress a suicidal thought? Tell them about an asthma attack, but not a panic attack? If so, why?

That’s a question that’s been on Jessie Barr’s mind for a few years, ever since she began her PhD on the stigma of mental health in sport. With the finish line slowly looming into sight, her findings appear troubling.

Because for all the progress made in recent years, Barr says a huge fear remains about how admitting such issues will be perceived.

“My research is finding people are willing to seek help but they’re worried about what people think,” she says. “Will my coach see me differently? Will I be relegated to the subs bench? Will I be dropped from the team? Are people going to see me differently? There’s always a worry about perception and 63% of people said that’s why they’d be slow to seek help.”

Barr believes the issue is most prevalent in male team sports, with players scared to admit any potential frailties.

“The nature of sport is you’re removing weakness, [judging] the person who’s mentally toughest and physically toughest, the fittest and fastest, but if you tell people you’re going to see a clinical psychologist, straight away it’s [perceived as] weakness. ‘Are they able to play on the team if he had depression last year?’”

Her chief goal was to find the root cause of that fear, and Barr believes coaches have a key role to play. “If [players] hear a coach giving out about someone going to a psychologist that’s where it can stem from.

That’s the opinion from a lot of coaches from the old-school era, the GAA in particular. In some teams, people think it’s very far-thinking to have a psychologist.

A few years ago, after completing her psychology degree in UL, Barr found a sporting landscape with only “singular voices” willing to speak out, but she says, in most cases, the reality does not match players’ perceptions.

But ignorant comments, whether intentional or not, can end up solidifying the stigma.

When a handful of basketball stars such as Kevin Love and DeMar DeRozan opened up about mental health issues last year, NBA Commissioner Adam Silver made the startling revelation based on his interactions that “a lot of players” were unhappy, plagued by sadness, isolation and depression.

NBA Hall of Famer Charles Barkley responded by saying it was “the stupidest thing I ever heard any commissioner say”. “Listen,” said Barkley, one of the sport’s most influential pundits. “These guys are making $20, $30, $40 million a year.

They work six, seven months a year, stay in the best hotels in the world. They ain’t got no problems. That’s total bogus.

But there lies the dangerous idea – that fame, wealth or sporting success is any insulation from mental health issues. Sport may have proven benefits for mental health, but those level off and may even regress as you progress to higher levels.

“It’s definitely risky,” says Barr. “It can be a catalyst if you’re someone more likely to succumb to stress or pressure as a result of something not going your way. Sport is a business for [professionals] so the true nature of it is sucked out of it a lot.”

In recent weeks, heavyweight boxing world champion Anthony Joshua addressed rumours he suffered a panic attack before his shock defeat to Andy Ruiz Jr, saying:

I had no panic attack. I’m not that type of person.

Whether or not Joshua realised how clumsily worded that was, it’s indicative of how those with issues are stigmatised. Barr knows this better than anyone.

In 2012, she competed at the Olympics in London on the Irish 4x400m team and made the European final in the 400m hurdles. She was 22 at the time, and assumed it would be the first of many peaks. Instead, it was the beginning of the end. She never ran faster and hasn’t raced since 2016, deciding to call time on her career late last year after a series of injuries.

“My head was fried,” she says. “I was battering a dead donkey at that stage with athletics and putting my future career on hold. Even since Christmas I’ve flip-flopped but I know I’m not going to get back [to the previous level].

I could use the excuse of time, but there’s always time. I don’t have it in me any more. I don’t have the motivation.

The transition to life beyond the track was “really hard”, but Barr found a new path in sports psychology. For her internship she did workshops with the Munster Rugby Academy and in the summer of 2017 she did an internship with the Sport Ireland Institute. That helped her earn a traineeship and she’s since been employed two days a week with the Institute as a psychologist.

Earlier this week, she flew to Minsk, Belarus, where she is working with the 63-strong Irish team at the European Games, which begin tomorrow. While Barr has all the qualifications needed to say the right things, she admits it’s often just a case of allowing athletes “to vent”.

Barr running during her career
Barr running during her career

Having witnessed it from both sides of the fence, she knows the psychological demands can be crippling on many sports people. Her purpose now is to help them through it and to normalise a practice, that should be just that – normal.

The 29-year-old is one to practise what she preaches, and she plans to see a clinical psychologist herself in the months ahead to adjust to her new career, her new identity.

And she speaks for many others in sport when she says of that decision: “I’d like to be able to seek help without people thinking there’s something wrong with me”.

- Jessie Barr was speaking at the launch of the Irish Life Health Festival of Running, which takes place in Morton Stadium, Santry on Sunday July 28.

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